Two new paintings and some thoughts about Art and Positioning
I spent most of the day at Brooklyn Artists Gym and got did 2 large oil pastels studies, the first of a nude model and the second, a still life. You can click on each picture to get a larger view and possibly, the proportions will be more correctly sized.
Spent 3 hours on this oil pastel sketch of a nude - painted this model twice before. As usual, I had difficulty working on the model’s face but managed to do so. I was aware that my proportions for the model were off – but did not mind. I was going for “feeling” and noticed I was producing a lot of subtle variations of color, and the area in the lower left has many variations of color.
I also used my left hand for some of the drawing (I’m right handed) and found I can do better work when some of it is done using my left hand.
Decided I needed to paint more and stayed at the Studio for a couple of house more - had the studio all to myself during that time.  I wanted to paint a still life but there were not apples or pears, no flowers, nothing much I cared about to use as a model for the still life in the studio. Found an almost empty bottle of red wine in the refrigerator and used my own red plaid scarf plus a scissors that was lying around – and the back of a stretched canvas as a model.Â
I need to have an emotional response ,with a person or object before painting it – I did not want to start a still life about objects I do not care about – that’s the formula for a bad painting, or at least, a very boring one. What I picked as objects – I cared about. I had the last of the red wine in the bottle and I guess the scissors are symbolic too…as I used to know someone who liked to cut things off (I’ll leave it at that).
When I stepped back look at my still life – I felt a clarity in it that I used to not have when I painted still life’s in the past. Yes, I have changed – I know myself – I’m not fighting it, I’ve accepted what my gifts are. I’m not trying to be something I’m not – just enjoying being “me” and valuing it – my gifts. I felt SO GOOD mixing the colors – pushing it while being natural. Who needs to be anyone else – I’m quite happy to be “me”. Â
When I was younger – I tried to be like the artists I admired, and my paintings, After The Bath and Homage to Manet were fully mine yet they looked at the artists I admired and the best of me was held in check while I struggled to be like them – the people I admired. Â
Now I know when to “stop” painting – when I have said what I had to say. I could not do that years ago – I did not know when or how to stop and overpainted quite a bit- I just stopped when I was exhausted or sick of the work.Â
See, we get better as we get older – some things do improve. Â
Here’s the photo of the still life from which I made the painting above.
I tried to get the angle and positioning as close to possible to match the view in my painting.
I was quite happy with both oil pastels that I painted today and before I left the studio, I spent about a half an hour looking at all the work I did this year and I feel quite proud of my work. I had some thoughts that came to me as I painted and soon after I left the studio.Â
My first thought – I’m pretty darn good as a painter / colorist and I want a show (maybe I should think about framing all my oil pastels – even if it costs a bit) - but it does not have to happen now. I counted about 18 oil pastels and 5 or 6 paintings I’ve done since this spring – each done in one sitting.  Since I go to many museums and art openings – I have a pretty good idea of what I like, what I think is good or not. I think my work is good, maybe better than good – but it’s ok to paint and not show anything right now.
OK, two more thoughts.  Had dinner in a Mexican restaurant nearby – there’s a mural in the restaurant that’s quite good ….. but somehow, because it’s in a restaurant – it fades into the wall. Why is that?  All of a sudden – it hit me – in order for Art to stand out – it has to be well positioned (meaning – if the mural were in a cultural center or perhaps a small museum – it might have stood out). In order for good work to be great work, it needs to be different somehow, and it also needs to be well positioned (so it can be admired, seen by the many).. Â
If you put a Vermeer painting in the Mexican Cafe – it also might have disappeared in the woodwork – or even the Van Gogh I admired last week at the Metropolitan Museum – when Van Gogh first showed his work – it also was not recognized – it took individuals with vision to appreciate someone like Van Gogh.
Maybe the Mexican Mural is not that good – but there’s no denying that showing paintings in a restaurant is not positioning them well, in almost every case – no one will take painting in a restaurant very seriously.  And the other part – enough people need to validate the selection. So, if your work is in a museum – it’s somewhat validated already – but what really makes works well known is several authorities validating the artwork – first it needs to be “positioned” well and then validated.
My final idea, about positioning again, involves one of my clients whose homepage has 4 types of content (pages). While the client thinks each type of page is different and one type, called an ideas page, was superior in some respects, web analytics data showed little different in ideas pages from other pages that ran on their homepage. It turns out, the main difference – that affected how people reacted to their pages – how the client positioned their pages and what the put on the pages.
Positioning, more than anything else, determines the value of a thing in our world. What does that mean to me?
For one thing, as a Artist and Web Analyst – how I think of my work and how I position myself, to a large extent, determines what is going to happen both in my Art and in my professional life.Â
I also think I could be, if positioned properly, an much more well known authority in Web Analytics than I am today, and someone who can bring new ideas in the field – as I’m attempting to do at IBM; or, I can be in a situation where I’m not positioned that way – and therefore – not valued (or better yet, my true value is not seen or appreciated).
This coming year, I’ve decided I want to paint much more, I want to be in a position where that’s going to be easy (to paint)Â and money will not be a problem, where my Web Analytics will flow and where I’ll “well positioned”.
That’s the thoughts I had today as I painted these two paintings.




